I Touch Beauty Daily

I Touch Beauty Daily

Sunday, April 21, 2013

An Elegy to Eugy’s Wisdom



I was coming home to see you but the burdens
of growing a child alone turned me into a blur.
You must have remembered my arrival among
nine, all dotted behind you in the neat vegetable
garden of biannual rows our parents shouldered up.
They put eight impacted years between you and me.

You chose your wife who had my name and
brought daughters to walk in your kindness. I
carried the marks you fitted expertly like jigsaws,
leaned into the time you taught me, danced
recklessly to Elton John, the first music lesson
you pressed into my age.  How could I forget how

you shook confidence into suits, assured challenges
of your unwavering devotion when you held my hand 
through books bound with fabrics of unfamiliar flair?
You poured calligraphy and want into my ready hands
and legs, flung open our living room door and pushed 
me gently to grow my own wings to absorbing America.

You slashed through hesitation and bouts from stories
Wild, Wild West told of America’s penchant for guns.
Death fought us in ninety-seven in tenacious Aba where
it upturned your centering gift with stealth and brought
your circle full force from your arrival in Anua Hospital
in fifty-one. Your birth erased the end of what would

have ended a fertile dynasty and even made prophesy
smile. You set that unwavering footloose ritual of  
journeying from Aba to be born in the best, the custom
only the Civil War broke and spun us inward to know
the out world. You vanquished clouds, raised the bar
to none-to-compare. You, the gem, glow brightly in
death. From one whose head you deepened, I honor
your wisdom to fortify me during these arid days.


--Frances Ohanenye
Elegaic Poetry

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Friday, March 22, 2013

Magenta Moment

The mirror stares back awaiting my next deception.
It knows me, a shammer, better than the angel it doesn’t.
Like Kenny Rogers' gambler, I know when to hold back,
when to fold, but I cannot not walk away, cannot run.
The mirror stares back admiring the grip in my eyes.
I have counted my money, saved it longer than forever.
I refuse to draw my last air in my sleep for the love
of that color in the confines of a borrowed room.
Dark on dark, we both shimmer on planned outing.
We are an exhibit in the High Museum of Art,
the artistic architect pouring curved stratus, imagined
he knew my held breath, how it would layer on me,
dark on dark. We both simmer in the mirror.
But the dress is having a moment here. 

--Frances Ohanenye
Cultural convergence


--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

His Money—an adaptation*

His nails are yellow and bitten back
yellow, unhappiness drooping
bitten back, his frightened hunger.
She doesn’t like him, and he could feel
suspicion pouring out of the lacquered odor
of hairspray. Neither war nor peace offers
the gust of self he needs.
The girl, her palate is dry like a potsherd
and eyes a bulging red air of intimidation
seem suddenly unsure of the power she grabbed.
The slap of misfortune reels him, bounces
on her authority and pounces.
Her irises burn him warning his pupils.
They retract, his frankness charge 
after the tiger she sent after him.
His frankness leaves her holding
an apple exposed to the core.

--Frances Ohanenye
--Cultural Collision
*Adapted from poem of the same title by Ted Kooser

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Sitting and Pitching

Desperate benches are lined and glued
hearts in empty river bowels
not fed by employment's beggars

we sit and pray with hope
we sit and wish for eternity
each side pulling justice's sleeves

the tug of war of success
crosses the border of heaven
we sit and pitch desperation

we sit and pitch tears
we sit and pitch cruelty
begging the law to lean back

to whisper hope, strings of loss
to make my heavy heart cleaner
to fill my sad heart with color

with music from hope catchers
tinkling, twinkling, sparkling
make my heavy heart flow

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Friday, December 28, 2012

Full Speed Ahead

A tornado is she
With varying speed and force
The better the gift
The faster her speed
The more forceful her impact

The day she received her Mustang
A day of deep reckoning
Taking the stairs severally
Screaming her own siren
Louder than all three combined
The fire, the police, the ambulance

She took the stairs
Three at a perfect time
Full speed, full throttle
Coming at me forcefully
If I hadn’t braced myself
Against the impending storm
Would have been knocked down
Ever so joyfully
--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Monday, December 24, 2012

For Those Who Have No One



They say the holidays are the hardest
Solitude is pronounced, shouted
No one hears the cry of the lonely
Watching families thronging in, hugging
Singing, eating, laughing, kissing
No one sees the loneliness of the alone
Far away from loved ones who miss
The joy, the laughter, now a memory
The heart longs for what the heart misses
The silent cry of the lonely resonate
No tree to decorate, no turkey trimmings
No stockings stuffed, no embrace
Inner light's extinguished for now
The ache is so deep it cracks dry land
Take heart, you who are alone this season

Find a comedy show on that channel
Plug in a comedy movie to laugh-cry
But laugh, really laugh to alleviate the pain
Laugh, really laugh to gladden your heart
Laugh, really laugh; you have no choice
Bundle up, eat ice cream; fill your diary
I understand dinner for one; I've been there
See the flip side of that: all that's for you
Write songs, dream of the New Year
This, too, shall pass, I promise
Make your heart feel and see tomorrow
TRY to be happy, be merry, be joyful
This, too, shall pass, I promise     

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Gestures of Love



I talk too much for no cause
He writes, “Shush,”
With manliness on my lashes
Butterflies flutter nonstop
My breath evaporates on his face
My heart runs a cross-country race
Do not ever let my lips be free

Cover them with our future
Entwine my fingers with luck
Entwine my feet with haste
He carries me on his lap
Eyes talk when lips refuse
Permitting magic to infuse
Pour bumps on my receptive skin

Arm holds my back to his side
A way he found to make me helpless
My breath catches me unaware
Hold my hand for no reason
Let the electricity sizzle
Let sugary words drizzle
I am here to stay   

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Motions of River

Vibrant river strong in faith
Motions of colorful nations
In prayer
In hymns
In adoration
Glorifying
Kneeling streams run as one
Standing in unified fluid motion
Coursing in one grateful chant
Sitting rivers ebb and flow
Moved by the tides of devotion
Without undue clues and prompts
Like breathing air, knowing when to glide
Unlike television audience’s cued applause
Genuflecting
Shaking hands
In prayers
In hymns
In adoration
Glorifying
Place that camera the world over
Capture motions of fluid rivers
My Catholic motions of river
Regardless of continent
Regardless of language
Countries glide simultaneously
Like abundant rivers of the world
Flowing gracefully at God’s command


--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Friday, November 23, 2012

See Through

Glasses said to see through them
Windex clean and causing head bangs
I spied what nature hid from me
Months of feelings of abandonment
When fall comes, leaves fall
Exposing see-through forests
When fall comes, trees undress
At the slightest, gentlest breath from air
Prance about in mild winds turning cold
When fall comes, shrubs and bushes cry
Exposure lays bare all guarded secrets

Newly arrived in this boisterous vicinity
Unaware of concealed activities
Famous cars zip up and down the hood
From unknown origins, sweeping streets
They had unwarranted, unfair advantage
My house of a corner lot laid me bare
Nothing to hide, no seasonal mystery
No running around of hide and seek

I spied what nature hid from me
Via see-through prescription glasses
By means of see-through windows
By way of see-through forests
I spied what nature hid from me


--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

In-between Thoughts



My mind slides to home base
Verdant roses and hydrangeas
Bud and bloom in happiness
Wasps of delicate vines entwine
Wrap around my fecund mind
In between rows of thriving verses
Barren land asks for seeding
That they may germinate with abandon
That they may bloom into prosaic wisps
In between thoughts, dryness stares
They cause doubts of ability
Cast burdens of writer’s block
They say I should sit and write
Unworthy thoughts not my best creations
Vacant lots welcome all travelers
The house of lackluster prose
The house of distressed property
My mind hits home runs
When silent cheers rebear energy
I prance around like Ali, the Greatest
Delivering uppercuts and jabs
To in-between thought vacancies
Swift moves away from ensnarement
Attempts to grab arms by in-between thoughts
When my mind refuses to bloom
These are any writer’s nightmares
 

--My dream has loved paper so much for so long because it gave influence to the parched voice of a fashionista poet. Finding this outlet, that voice is now replete with expressive sound.